al-kisah, hari tu, aku teman kan kak ifa (le sistah~) pegi mart, dengan anak buah aku yang kecik sekali la.. nak dijadikan cerita, anak buah aku yang sorang ni agak lah obsess dengan angry bird..angry bird? ha'ah.. that burung yang marah2
~
she saw..ntah aku pun dah tak ingat apa benda, tapi yang penting ada kena mengena dengan menatang tu la..and she said..
'mami, i want this!!!' mind you, this particular niece of mine saaangat la demanding.. yet she's like only..six! o____o
bila aku tengok benda yang dia nak tu..then aku cakap la..
'ala hani, kan dah banyak kat rumah tu..membazir tau~' and then she was like..
'NOOOOOO!!!!!' maka keluar lah segala tantrum sampai makcik yang nak beli sardin tu pun tengok lain macam~ =='
dalam hati aku..
'cis, budak ni kan~' but guess what..her mission accomplished~ LIKE A BOSS! le sister bagi jela apa dia nak..dan aku pun..
'whatevaaa~~' but inside, i was like..
'duh~ kecik2 dah pandai demanding, nanti besar naik kepala le tu'
maka, lepas sampai rumah, aku pun bagi tau mama (reporter doh~)
'ma, tadi kan, hani...bla.bla.bla..' dengan hasrat mama akan bagi lecture dekat budak sorang tu..malangnya, things weren't going on how it supposed to be~
mama kata..
'alaa. biasa la budak2..kamu pun macam tu juga dulu..sebiji~'
dan aku pun..
'eh iya tak iya kan..aku dulu laaaagi demanding..perasan princess (ni apis kata la~) asal nak something MESTI dapat punya..tak boleh tak (anak bongsu memang gitu eh?)..kalau kena marah, merajuk macam ntah apa2..so, I WAS A SPOILED BRAT~'
at that moment i was like..buruk gila perangai aku..ala2 rotten princess la konon..dulu selalu gaduh dengan mama..sebab mama tak kasi manja sangat..dan itu part yang aku paling benci dulu..tiap kali mama kata 'NO' aku pun tarik muncung sedepa macam itik..
'kenapa tak boleh beli..bukan banyak pun..ini mesti sebab mama tak sayang aku~' and i made mama cried sebab aku kata mama dah tak sayang kat aku dah..asyik2 abang/kakak/apis~ see..how immature i was.. -.-
tapi memang betul la kot..experience makes you learn more..bila aku masuk asrama..dari situ aku start belajar appreciate apa yang aku ada..mungkin sebab dah jarang2 balik rumah..jarang jumpa mama & family..and what makes me realize how fortunate and ungrateful i was are those friends that..maybe..they're lacking from wealthiness/materials/the joy-of-money..but they never..ever..sigh or whine..albeit their hard life..they still can cheerish every moment of it..
frankly to say..i envy them..at the same time i was amazed..how can they remain calm and happy amidst those misery? how can they be that strong?and yet..somehow,i found the answer..it's not about wanting.. it's appreciating~
mungkin kita tak mampu beli
iphone, kasut pun sekadar
power atau
bata..duit poket seringgit sehari..tengok orang lain..ber-
nike..ber-
adidas..dan kita pun akan rasa..
'kalau lah aku mampu~~'
but guess what..those branded shoes..hi-tech gadjets..the so-called-euphoria..wouldn't promise you a happily ever after..trust me..let's just appreciate what we have, (that includes the people around us as well) you'll never know how many people out there..would love to have what you've got..
money and wealth will never be able to replace the ultimate happiness..the joy of life is when you're able to appreciate each and every little thing in life..no matter how puny it is.. :)
and to mama, sorry for this cocky daughter of yours ok~ :')
may Allah bless :)
